울지마, 꽉잡아, 안놓을 거야! 크리스마스의 기적을 꿈꾸는 빛나라의 왼팔┃Lady Plays Piano Beautifully Despite Her Swollen Left Hand


A woman collapsed in the living room and is struggling in pain It feels like… It’s being cut Wait, Her hand looks unusual… I don’t want to give up What’s her secret? She’s playing the piano But Her left hand is a lot swollen My hand is bigger than other people and it’s heavier Her left hand is 3kg (6lbs) heavier than ordinary people I never learned to play I just played piano by myself She must’ve tried so hard with that hand White Key Width: 2cm / Black Key Width: 1cm It’s not easy to press tiny gaps when she plays the piano Doesn’t it hurt? It does… If I hit it slightly, it feels like it’s being cut off Her pain can’t be heard So the melody speaks for her pain Still, She looks so happy when she plays the piano I want to live joyfully, Because my name is Yeon Bitnara (which means ‘shine’) Production Crew/ What illness is it? Vascular Malformation Blood vessels are tangled inside like a spider web That’s why surgery isn’t easy It’s a rare disease, the artery & veins are tangled up It’s why I wear long sleeves and only wear sleeveless shirts in my house Since she was 5, her wrist gradually started to swell She went through her puberty & 20s with her swollen wrist “I suppressed my desires of wanting to dress & look cool” “I’m okay” “My blood vessels are tangled up, not my mind” You trim your nails like that? Yeah, my mom used do it for me But that can’t go on forever… She started living independently And recently started handicraft I designed everything This is the only bracelet in this world She made these incredible pieces with her swollen left hand I need to keep using my hand & get used to it Giving up means having no hand at all She learned piano and handicraft Her left hand never gives up, it’s valiant But Vicious pain occurs intermittently She quickly takes a pill Painkillers At last, she sheds tears This is antibiotics narcotic analgesics and another kind of narcotic analgesics Although she took strong pills, she’s still in severe pain Pain spreads faster than the effect of painkillers Until the medicine works, She has to endure this moment by herself After a long time… I can stand confidently in front of this cold wall called ‘destiny’ Will she be able to bear her destiny until the end? The next day, To check the condition of her left hand, She gets diagnosed from an expert Doctor/ By looking at the rate of how much it invaded into the overall muscles and bones, Doctor/ No tissues will remain if we remove all of this arteriovenous malformation Doctor/ Which means her whole arm disappears Doctor/ Waking up coughing when you lie down, especially when you’re asleep I wake up coughing Doctor/ That’s a symptom of heart failure She might have to cut her arm off, to prevent heart failure This wasn’t new to her, but she still didn’t want to hear it from him Although she didn’t expect much, she still had some hope That day, Bitnara cried for a long time But still, not yet I don’t want to give up my hand If I don’t have it, I can’t do anything… I can grab like this I can hold the string like this… She ties the string of hope in her left hand & takes courage The next day She presents her self-made bracelets in front of other people It’s kind of hard, but for the first time, I sold bracelets by myself, by talking to people It’s was very worthwhile I think the world is less scary than I thought I don’t know how I’ll look like in the future, I hope I can be confident in the future Only the ones who have the courage to bear their destiny are heroes. – Hermann Hesse

100 thoughts on “울지마, 꽉잡아, 안놓을 거야! 크리스마스의 기적을 꿈꾸는 빛나라의 왼팔┃Lady Plays Piano Beautifully Despite Her Swollen Left Hand

  1. This video breaks my heart i feel her pain too…if i could be have super power i will help this girl cure her illness she's dealing now 😢😢

  2. This video breaks my heart i feel her pain too…if i could be have super power i will help this girl cure her illness she's dealing now 😢😢

  3. 공황장애와 우울증으로 방구석에박혀 나한테 일어나지도 않은 일에대해 걱정하고 불안해하며 현실을 외면하고 포기하고사는 제가 참 한심하게 느껴지네요 정말 이름과같이 빛이나는거같습니다 빛나라님 앞날에 항상 빛이나길 기도할게요 저포함 모든분들 힘냅시다 화이팅

  4. Cutting her arm off is the most safe option to prevent her form damaging her body. As much as I love her playing the piano, and her handcrafts, cutting her arm is just to prevent anything else from happening.

  5. 꼭좋은혈관과팔을같을수있도록기부금300만원보내드릴게요..
    신의기부라고해야겠네요..
    기계팔이라도드릴까요저희가인공팔정도는만들었어요그걸로편해지시면좋겠네요

  6. I think what she needs is people telling her that losing a limb isn't going to stop her dreams. It can only get better, enduring all this pain and potentially causing heart failure is just too much. Everybody should be happy.

  7. 헉 ㅜㅜ 저도 조금 그런게 있긴하지만 손가락 2개에요 가끔 아플때도 있지만 시술로 끝내서 다행이에요  (´•̥ω•̥`) 나중에 더 아프면 수술할 예정이긴 하지만요.. Σ(っ゚Д゚;)っ

  8. 노력과 시도라는 단어보다 포기라는 단어가 더 익숙하고 긍정보다는 부정과 더 친숙했던 제 인생을 돌아보게 되었습니다.연빛나라님 감사합니다. 힘내세요!

  9. 지금처럼 멋지고 강한 마음을 가지고 행복하게 사셨으면 좋겠어요 ! 응원합니다 🙏🏻

  10. 저도 어깨 아래에서 팔꿈치 약간 그 밑까지 띄엄뛰엄 작게 5~6개 정도 저분같은 혈관기형 있는데 저거 진짜 …. 언제 한번 엄청 아플때가 있는데 그때는 팔 자르고 싶고 정말 못움직여요.. 진짜 온 신경이 아픈 팔로 쏠려서 잠도 못자고 아픈거 참을 수 밖에 없어요… 진짜 얼마나 아프실지 상상도 안될정도에 고통이에요,,, 수술도 몇번 했는데 어렸을 때 한거라 기술도 안좋았고 흉 엄청 지고 살을 도려내서 검붉게 흉고 있고 여름에 당당히 반팔도 못입고.. 저분 진짜 대단하신거예요 힘내세요

  11. 안녕하세요 저는강이와 놀자입니다. 제가 세상에 이런 일이를 자주보는 열련 팬 입니다. 근데 제가 이사를 가는 도중에 폰을 잊어버려서 세상에 이런일이를 못봤네요. 그레도 제 폰은 빠르게 다시 사서 보고있답니다. 세상에이런이이많이 응원하고 사랑할게요

  12. Uhm.. what? Yeah. it must be hard for her but I'm not amazed with her. To me, it's more childish rather than brave to not give up her hand (c) Because it causes pain, danger and is simply useless. If she keeps being afraid of changing she will die. That's that simple. What's so bad about amputating her hand? It def won't be more ugly than it is now. Moreover, artificial limbs can be done so pretty and even move a bit, be handy.
    No, girl, no.
    It reminds me of women that have breast cancer but refuse to remove their breast bc it's "theirs" and their precious "feminity".

  13. 신은 있는 건가요??왜 항상 불공평 하죠??? 악당들은 떵떵 거리며 잘먹고 잘입고 잘살고 에휴 마음이 아프네요

  14. 안녕하세요 저도 예전 에 손에 모기가 물렸는데 알러지 때문에 손이 엄청나게 부어서 들기도 무거웠어요
    저 우와한 티비에 나오는 사람을 보며 슬펐어요

  15. 말을 못꺼내겠네요, 정말 아프고 슬프고 하시겠지만 꿈,열정그리고 희망을잃지안는걱을보고 정말 대단한것같아요

  16. If a Doctor cannot help her, She can pray to JESUS and HE can help her," JESUS can do great miracles, amazing things from GOD, Please, FATHER IN HEAVEN, LOOK AT THE GIRL WITH GRACE AND MERCY, WE KNOW YOU, NOTHING IS IMPOSIBLE TO YOU MY GOD, PLEASE ,KNOCK AT HER HOUSE DOOR AND MANIFEST YOUR GLORY TO HER AND DO ACORDING TO YOUR WILL" WHICH IS , YOUR LOVE AND MERCY AND KINDNESS. WE WILL HUMBLE AND PATIENTLY WAIT, I HAVE PRAYED IN THE NAME OF YOUR HOLLY SON AND OUR SAVIOR JESUS THE MESIAH " AMEN".

  17. She broke my heart…
    Seeing this tragic & unfair circumstance, absolutely breaks my heart!!
    I REALLY want to give her a hug!!!💜
    (her on that hardwood floor writhing in unimaginable pain, is extremely haunting)

  18. I understand her chronic pain because I have to live with it as well BUT, definitely NOT to this extent!! I pray for her to have healing health & worry free, unapologetic happiness!!!💜

  19. 私は同じ病を脳に持っていました。生まれつき持って産まれる人と、私のように後天的になる人と…体のどこにでも出来る可能性がある病。私は手術を受け命に関わる症状はなくなりましたが…頭痛や耳鳴りは辛いです。彼女の生き甲斐や、癒しが奪われませんように…笑顔でいられますように…日本から祈っています。
    尊敬と応援を込めて…

  20. 아파도 끝까지 포기하지 않고 노력하는 모습을 보니 함부로 포기했단 제 자신이 부끄럽게 느껴져요
    화이팅하시고 건강하세요 ❤️

  21. I hope that the Lady on the video can read some of the comments here and If you are reading I hope that you stumble my comment. First a big salute and an applause for you you are so strong and that eagerness to keep your arm is a very tough decision. I pray that it will not affect your health and it will stop growing so you will not get tired practicing,playing and making those wonderful bracelets. Go girl continue to be a wonderful person. AJA AJA

  22. 정말 대단한 사람이다ㅠㅠ그렇게 열심히 사시는 것을 존경합니다ㅠㅠ 앞으로도 화이팅!하세요!♡

  23. 누구보다 더 이쁜손이에요 힘내시고 항상 희망을 포기하지마세요 누구보다도 멋지고 가장 보람차게 사셔서 존경해요

  24. I suffered from the same illness but in my brain. I was operated and I'm free from it. She should not stay with a single doctor's view. Someone out there can figure out a way to extract the malformation without amputation

  25. With a spirit like yours you don't need that hand girl just get you some prosthetics. You are an inspiration to me please be happy.

  26. 고생 많으십니다 ㅠㅠ 저는 조금만 불편해도
    불평인데 저를 뒤돌아보게 되었습니다
    빨리 낫으시기를 기원합니다

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